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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Went back to school with ZZ again.

We spent a hell lot of time there (actually only half an hour). I was pratically spacing out there. Gees. Sian.

The walk to Bowen sec bus stop was bonkers. I was almost dying of heat stroke. Ugggghhhh.

We went to j8 then to the bishan library to borrow books. lol. Zhaozhi gave me a treat at HD. :D Once again, thanks alot!

It was really yummy. Finally they have brandied cherry. yay. haha! I don't understand why zhaozhi hates cherries. lol

It's raining so hard now. Sighs.

I reckon i'm gonna rot like crazy at home today and tomorrow.

Plus now, i'm feeling really sick now. Like i feel like vomitting. And the weather's making it worse. Sighs!

The computer's making me dizzy. I can't sleep when i try to. I don't know what to do? So i'm like decomposing every minute. gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.

yay thursday. (: Most probably will be catching deathnote. haha!

Can't wait. Well, after days of rotting, hell yeah i'm looking forward to it. And SUNDAY! XD

Somehow, i'm not getting in the mood of it. How bizarre.

3:54 PM;
Monday, October 30, 2006

Today i ate the worst spaghetti i have ever tasted in my life.

Down your ego goes. wooooo. ohwell. Whatever lar. I'm never going there again. geeeeeeeeeeee. what am i? An idiot? ugh. whatever.

Went back to school today and as usual, crapped with ZZ. Wanting wasn't there since she was in programming. Ahh. Sian.

Reached home at 2.30. Came online. Got pretty much a fair bit of songs. Went to sleep blasting the songs on the speaker. Now.

Yeah. Gee. Aiya, freak lar. no mood to blog. I'm sooooo mad now and i don't know why.

I love Jasmine. (sniff)

5:49 PM;
Sunday, October 29, 2006

Had tons of fun today! Well almost.

The decos at Escape are reaaally limited so, it's so-so.

We spent hell load of time in the arcade.

We sat pirate ship and revolution tons and tons of times.

I had my debut try at GoKart and i think i'm pretty fine at it! :D

The Superman thingie sucks.

The Haunted House was lame.

We went out to eat ben&jerry's and played more arcade.

The bowling centre closed down! :(

Rainbow and Inverter was closed. :(

We splashed and kicked and threw and grabbed during Wet&Wild. :D And we also rocked the boat! and sang ROW ROW ROW YOUR BOAT.

:D

I think i'm done summarising the day. Hell loads more but, lol. I'm gonna go sleep now. Sian.

And there's library at 9am tmr and we have to wear the frigging tee. ARGH!

6:59 PM;
Saturday, October 28, 2006

Time passes so quickly.

It's like, two years have passed and wow, it's 202 no more. We're all heading off to different classes and to different routes in life.

I remember how short the guys were when we first stepped in. And i remember ChingYee saying that i was tall! But, hur. Damn puberty and now the guys are so so so much taller.

Ohwell.

I guess this is it. Sometimes, i really hate goodbyes.

Haven't been blogging or visiting my blog these days. Borraangg. Gah.

When was the last time i blogged anyway... ohwell. The last day of the school term was so-not-memorable. If you call resting your ass on the floor memorable. *snorts*

What's with the boring talks and speechs?! First, it was Mrs Low's farewell ceremony. Okay, that i understand cos it's her last year here and everything. Pretty boring? Probably pretty meaningful to her cos durrrh it's FOR HER.

But sheesh! Why can't that let us have a break or sth? We had to rest our asses for like more than 2 hours in the frigging school hall! (not to mention our urgencies to pee really bad)
And Singh didn't allow us to head off early for recess. Ugh.

But the worst's over. yay. And tsk, another talk after recess. What-the-hell right? Sheesh.
And that, i cannot remember how did the rest of the day went. No party, no tears. Who cares lar. 202's not that united.

Sian. ):

Friday was worse. I was stuck at home with nothing to do. Yeah, actually, i told myself that i wouldn't go out on Friday and Saturday so that i can go out on Sunday. :)

That is TMR. And yay! We're going to Escape! XD There would be halloween decos? Cos at night there would be "The Grudge2" thingie. :\

ITS REALLY COOL! The movie trailer scares the hell outta me already luh.

Anyway, friday was borrraangg. Can't remember and don't wanna remember.

Today was so-so. Watched the fast and the furious in the late afternoon. DANG. .... nothing. :X

I'm probably going to watch D.E.B.S later. This kinky lesbian show. Okay, scratch kinky. This lesbian show. Yeahhh.

So not hot. At least it's not brokeback mountain. I hate gay movies.

A guy humping a guy is simply disgusting.

It's so stupid, because currently in the theatres they have these R21 rated movies.

The summer of love (lesbianshow) and Man of My Life(gay show).

GEES!

And the ManOfMyLife there's this guy piggybacking a guy. 0.0

EWWWWWWWWW. total gay.

Jasmine came over just now and i got a shock? 0.0 I looked like crap with this pin sticking out on the top of my head and weird clothes. Who cares. I'm at home. but, GR! SHE COULD HAVE SMSED!

Then we watched the Prestige and DOA and the grudge2's trailers. LOL!

DOA is so frigging ... can!? I'm soooo not gonna watch DOA with a guy. Later they get sexually aroused. -.-

HAHA!

We screamed and freaked at the Grudge2. LOL! Then she went off and i'm alone again. ):

YAY! ESCAPE TMR! YAY YAY YAY! Ping says we have to wake up super duper early. ): NOOOO.

7:12 PM;
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

I don't care what people will say, i'm running after you.
I do care what people say, that's why, i'm running away from you.

Sighs. (slaps herself)

-.-okaaayyy. erm.

Interhse games! I chose floorball cos i wanted to slack and look at the others playing soccer or netball. But gees.

Wanting and I were the only girls in scorpion! Gees and we HAD to play every game. So much for slacking. At least i wasn't as sick as yesterday. Actually i think i'm fine already?

Because i got excited at playing snap/stress today then i shouted really loudly then the rest of the class was like wtf. lawwwllzz.

Heck. I was pratically alaf-ing in class. My throat's sore now. Gee. Like, really weird, oh nvm.

There's holiday homework. Argh, hell. I thought that they won't give any at all. But still, jst do for fun? It's included in next year's ca. Gees.

After school, Jeremy, Singwen, Huiping and I went back to class to play stress. Hahaha! It's really lame. Likewe're having this illegal gathering or something.

Played stress and cheat, which was pretty erm, fun. XD

Jeremy and Huiping had to go off to the computer lab then they asked us to wait in class. gee! lol! Singwen and I went to stalk them.

Then we peeped outside the lab and acted like fools. Waited and waited. They took pretty long. JasmineL came along and we alafed again. Hur, how fun.

little baby.(shivers) HAHAHAHHA! WTF. I'm disgusted. First by his kiam pa attitude and now that. Oh Jasmine, don't kill me. That idiot let out my secret. -.- Oh nvm. lol.

...

Suddenly. I don't have the urge to blog anymore.

3:44 PM;
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Ohmygawd. I just cracked really badly.

Benjamin's making it worse by PIAK-KING and giving that kiampa icon.

I think it's the cough.

It has spread so far.

To my brains.

Okay. FOCUS! chlory chlory chlory.

no it's not working.

ohmygawd ohmygawd.

i do not care on whether he receives a whatever from whatever or not.

i mean, WHY THE HELL WOULD I CARE?

gee. chlory chlory chlory. okay not working.

Okay, SO!

I'm sick.

I can't go out.

Yeah. Big joy right. Anyway you bitch, you're aren't even supposed to piak at all!

Think conscious. Think chlory. Think faith.

No, not working.

GEE. what the hell is wrong with me?

I do not bloody TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOOT.

It's funny isnt it

like how i don't make sense when i rentless crack my way through my entry.

what the hell?

then yesterday night? i was playing stress. with myself.

yeah. so dumb

so very dumb.

what can a girl when she's bored and left with only a pack of cards?

then i was like

trying to read my fortune? on whether to go out tmr or not?

cos i was sick?

the cards showed positive signs/! (to me it's negative)

then i was like wtf

then ben was like wtf?

then everyone was like wtf?

then huiping was also like wtf?

i mean gee! it's so stupid

i don't want to.

and i don't want to.

yaeh. and i do'nt make sense do i?

and i hate her?

wait why the hell would i hate her?

i mean like duuhh i don't hate her.

i don't know why he's always on to saying she sucks and all

i mean I KNOW.

because she's like all TOOT or whatever.

and i do'nt want to say that she is.

(okay she is)

and i have no right to say so? but he keep insisting she is?

and it's so stupid? and we have this thingie..???
TOOTOOTTOOTOOTTOOTTOOTOOT

YEAH.

WHAT THE HELL?

I

do

not

hate

her.

why

the

hell

would

i

anyway.

awwww. GEEES! wtf is wrong with me

*breathes normally*

Okay.

I've calmed.

uhoh.

It just rained. Bad. Again. Oh well. And i suddenly recall. It's michelle's BIRTHDAY today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH. XD

2:27 PM;

Sugary Sinful Treat.

It's not sinful. It's good for the throat. My mother mixed me HoneyWater. (again) for three days already?

The sad thing was she didn't mix me any yesterday, resulting in my dry throat?

I'm still sick but yesterday was shitty alright? Maybe i'm not used to sleeping without aircon. The aircon cuases my throat to worsen and i had no choice but to turn it off? Gee.

I woke up darn early today. Not enough sleep. See, the thing is that, IT'S BLOODY NOISY IN THE MORNING.

Usually i would have my windows close. Today, even 3seconds of feet shuffling outside my house irritates the hell outta me.

I know it's outside, but it seems like someone's in my room snooping around and it's hell noisy.

GAWD I HATE IT.

And it's hot too. I woke up persipirating a little. Gee.

I hate being sick.
  • I can't talk.
  • I cough.
  • My throat's hell dry and itches alittle.
  • I feel terrible.
  • My head's spinning.
  • Like i'm gonna faint any moment.
  • I have moodswings. Drastic ones.

Today's lunch was wtf. Homecooked noodles again. (hate that sorta stuff) I groaned and complained to my mum abit before fixing myself cup noodles.

And i had cough. Well heck.

I sat out at the backyard whihc was hell hot and ate. Then my mum threw the bowls into the sink and asked me to wash the dishes then i was like what the hell!?

They can't expect a sickly girl who's having a lunch out in the backyard under the sorching sun to wash the bloody bowls and dishes! Inhumane.

I kept quiet (cos i couldn't talk! durrrh) and shoot her a glare and just washed them for fun after that.

Yeah. I'm the TEMP MAID. My maid's out for the day.

They should seriously pay me.

I told myself i would pack my room today? But ended up reading past mags. Gonna chiong Goong later. Stupid benjamin's at episode 11 now!!!

HE WAS STILL SUPPOSED TO BE AT ONE LAR! Must chiong. mwhahaha.

I have a list of things for myself to do. heh.
  • Pack Room.
  • Chiong Goong.
  • Jogging with Shinna. (haven't asked)
  • Drink water?!?!

Sometimes, i wonder if i'm sick.


1:25 PM;
Monday, October 23, 2006

Went to Chinatown today.

There was this certain fieldtrip to the hertitage centre there. The stuff there looked so real and it feels as if we travelled back in time.

So, it was pretty cool.

After touring the centre we walked around Chinatown which was pretty fun, but the weather was horrid. Bleedy sun.

Also, i woke up with a dry throat today. Gulped down bottles of water(and green tea) yet, no effect. The feeling is terrible like, you feel like you're gonna vomit anytime.

Probably due to the aircon last night and the haze. I turned it down pretty low. I woke up freezing?! Gee.

Oh shit. I feel like shit. Gah. Gonna go watch goong. Haha

4:19 PM;
Saturday, October 21, 2006

Choosing of combos suck.

I don't even know which to take. Seriously, the website scares me. I want option2 but it's just a stupid dream. Like hello? My science is barely A1 and it's not even A2, almost there but hell no.

It's not fair. One bloody paper doesn't read our future. Doesn't mean that you scored really bad or whatever means you have no future or something. Triple science. Tsk, not like you want to be a scientist when you grow up. (Consoling myself? hurhar)

And, these days, even uni-graduateds have difficulties finding a job. So? Blah. But, reality check. One piece of paper DOES read your future.

This is how Singapore's like.

And it sucks.

So, i'm not gonna go to the website today. Must chill. lalalala.

It's so stupid. I see my friends how have scored way better than me complaining. Isn't it stupid.

Take friend A.

She gets top10 in level. Yet, she complains about not getting an A1 for a certain subject. Her sciences, A1. I think well, pratically EVERYTHING ELSE, A1.

And she improved from midyear. -.- It's like, good lar! At least she improved! If she dropped or something i undeerstand why's she sad but.. this is plain stupid.

Oh well. People just expect too much from themselves.

Gonna go catch a night show. buhbye

8:43 PM;
Friday, October 20, 2006

How bloody bloody maddening.

Streaming Talk! Sat there for like eternity. We have to choose our subjects before next monday? 0.0 WoW. That's fast huh and... results slip... today.... even more traumatised... 0.0

hurhurhur.

gees. my grades slipped bad. don't wanna talk about it.

It's kinda cool in a way as Chrislyn, Alanna and I got the same position in class. HAHA!? Weird!

I really really really regret not working hard enough. I was almost there for science and geography. oh shit.

I'll just have to appeal if i can't get into the stream i want.

Oh man. It's hard to get into 3a1 as it seems like everyone's aiming for that and my geog is like... JUST A BIT MORE to 70%! And my science too.

Hmm, i guess i'll have to try my luck then.

Ah. Duno. Don't wanna think about it.

I wonder how my mum will react if she knows. *gasps*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

4:09 PM;
Thursday, October 19, 2006

Skipped tuition. Hmmhmm, my mum allowed! So it's legal. :D

Oh gees! I can't go out to buy the card. Shitshitshitshitshit. Hmm, ohwell. I'll think of something.

I hate interhse games and it falls on monday. Boo. Tuesday's a holiday. It's Michelle's birthday too! XD Lol obvious who i'm buying the card for huh.

Don't think she'll read this. heeheh.

I spent my afternoon in my room, isolating myself from the world. -.- lol.

Well almost.

Dig this: Chick Flicks! <333

Can't get enough of them, well durrh, i'm a giirrrl. Yeah SO, i spent my late afternoon watching Aquamarine. HAHA!

Pretty good la! Abit bimbo-istic. Wait scratch that, totally bimbo-istic.

I guess chick flicks DO make my crappy useless day. *scoffs*

The movie's really 100% chick flick and yay, adore it. Gah, i dunno. I feel like lovey-dovey inside. It's really really really really really swweeet!

So, when you're down or pissed or angry or sad or happy or emotionless or whatever, WATCH A SUPER DUPER NICE CHICK FLICK!

Cos it makes you feel outta the world for a while, it calms your nerves, it makes you feel nice, and yay. :D

Gr. Huiping came to my hse the other day and all my chickflicks are GONE. I wanna watch "Win A Date With Tad Hamilation!" !!!!!!! GRR GRRR GRRRR.

I guess i'm gonna watch a soppy soppy lovey lovey one later. yaaaaaayyyyyyy.

Okay i'm gonna like go do somethung about my blog now. XD BUH BYE.

7:44 PM;

How bloody maddening.

I thought that they would probably give out the papers day by day, a few by a few but... to think they were THAT cruel.

Like shotgun marriages. Like, BAM! Your grades, weighing like a ton, fall from the sky and land on your head. Crashing your skull and bones to iteesy weensy bitsy bits of dust. Your eyeballs fall out and bounce around the room (-.-) and when they stop, red veins emerge from the whitish part and then the eyeballs explodes. HAHA!

OH OH!

And Your teeth fall out. Your gums bleed like hell. Your limbs fall off. And and and, YOUR NOSTRILS HAVE PLENTLY OF NOSE HAIR. 0.0

Which obstructs the respiratory system and thus, you DIE from lack of oxygen? -.-"

Erm, getting alittle too carried away here ohwell. I didn't well, DIE, that badly as i described from above.

Seems that it was really traumatic. My results were sorta unexpected like, omfg i PASSED Home Econs. I got A1 for art.

The best of all, I passed Chinese! Ohyeaaaahhhhhh. I won $1 from Benjamin. ohyaaayyy.

The worse of all, my geog grades plummented. LIKE, PLUMMENTED. My english paper2, argh one bloody mark more. (and i actually sorta teared for that.) Same for my chinese p2. My SA2 Science results was seriously ugh! Just 0.5 more to an A2.

And

I lost to Zhaozhi for maths. SHIIITTTTTTT!!! JUST ONE BLOODY MARK! ONE BLOODY BLOODY BLOODY MARK.

Gr, suddenly i hate the number ONE so much. See, one mark makes all difference.

It can determine a pass or fail. Ohwell. Too late for regrets.

Huiping says it's karma. Well, Karma's a bitch. $5... ARGH. Okay, so it's a lost of $3. I think. Must gamble and win and earn! heeeh.

Suddenly it occured to me that how important streaming year was. I didn't make the effort to study hard enough. Now, the results are in and it's my turn to get scared.

I reckon i'll like flunk streaming or something. Maybe i worry too much. *shrugs*

I dunno, like there's this feeling of fear in me and it scares the frigging hell outta me. Gees. Streaming talk tmr morning. Ouch. Butt's gonna ache for that.

I think, my eoy results suck like omfg. 0.0 So, i'm gonna like regret for the rest of my life. OH OH GEE.

I'm so so so so traumatised. (again.)

Everyone's getting a job for the holidays. hoho? I'm not gonna like join the trend, or whatever. Hm, i just found this thingie. That typing of a script (no idea how thick) for $600. I think it's gonna be a super duper thick script. Wrong, actually, it's many many many scripts. T.T

0.0

WTF right. MAYBE i'll take it. woohoo. And that means typing typing typing. And argh, my typing always has weird spelling or grammar errors. Sometimes i even type the wrong word. -.- HAHA!

There's like 50-50 chance. I hope i'll get it. XD

And there's tuition later. Boooo.

Reminder: Buy birthday card for :D

lol. like we promised before we graduated. Id don't wanna go for tuition. SIGHS! I don't wanna write a speech? -.- we're supposed to write some lame-o speech today. ohgah.

ohsighs oh sighs. Zhaozhi just called to ask about my results. OH BLAH. ):

2:50 PM;
Wednesday, October 18, 2006

HEEHEEHEE.

Had KFCs for lunch. I tried the cheesy popcorn chicken thingie. There's so much cheese powder, makes my nose itching for a sneeze. And my hand was full of cheese powder.

EEEEEEE.

I'm not weird okay! Poking is fun. pffst.

Okay i'm weird. ahwell.

Hmm, after that i went to the library. Snorts* To borrow books. Wow. I borrowed four, spent a hell lot of time there choosing, but seems that the books kinda suck.

I bloody hell hate inconsiderate busdrivers. I mean, what the hell is their frigging problem?

First, i was like sitting here waiting for the bus holding a hell load of things. My wallet, my phone, and books.

Obviously i had difficulty tapping my card right? Or wave my hand to like signal the bloody uncle that i want to board the bus.

I think he seriously needs glasses.

So there i went standing in front of the bus entrance. Waiting for the bloody door to open. WHAT THE TOOT LAR? He open for people to get out he didn't open for people to get in?

What am i? Puny? Can't he like bloody open his eyes to see?

So duh, he opened the door and chidded me for not signalling. HELLO? I STOOD UP AND WALKED OVER ISN'T IT LIKE BLOODY OBVIOUS?

So, i went sorry and tugged my books and wallet and phone and sat down. Cursing and swearing. Then, he did it again.

When i got off, i rang the bloody bus bell. So, when it was my stop. HE DIDN'T BLOODY OPEN THE DOOR AND STOPPED?

What's the bloody frigging problem? Annoyed, i pressed it again and he opened the door. SUCH BLOODY ATTITUDE!

Then i stomped off.

Tsk, this is one of the reasons why Singapore is rated one of the countries that has really bad service. As in, no sincerity in serving the community.

Such drivers should be banned i tell you. They should just rot in the bus and die. Or wait for some terrorist to bomb the bus or something. Then it explodes and he dies inside, and i don't bloody care about the passengers.

Blame it on their luck then.

Ohwell.

I'm so tired! And my right arm hurts. The injection thingie swelled up. 0.0 It aches like ... ow.

4:35 PM;

2 hours! Rahh, left with nothing to do.

It's really irritating. Like you've already told your parents, "Hey! I do'nt have to go to school! Marking day!" Yeah.

Tuesday: My maid woke me up at 6. I forgave her, since she didn't know.

Worse, today: Daddy woke me up. Like wtf?

RUIN MY 2DAY HOLIDAY. AND I WANTED TO SLEEP UNTIL 11 TODAY! GEES!!!! Then i woke up at 8.30?

GAH! Can't sleep anymore. Time doesn't fly when you're waiting.

I'm very very very very very very very very bored.

Suddenly, i miss jasyeo and zz so so much. :/

BLAH!

10:26 AM;
Tuesday, October 17, 2006

What the hell is that?
I don't even know what the hell i'm feeling.
Given a choice,

i rather not take both.

2:47 PM;

Marking day. Tuesday and Wednesday.

Ah. SIAN! I'm really bored at home now. The PSI now is like 75. Gee. I hope it goes down down down, so that i can go out tomorrow with peace?

Supposed to go out with Jas today. Sorry again. Ruin the whole thing for you guys. Wait, sorry only to you. I take back my sorry to your friend. *snorts*

I'm rotting at home with nothing to do. I just went for an injection just now? I was like bearing the pain then when the doc was done i was like OWW!

Anyway, this is just a temporary layout? For fun and laughter.

Blah. Don't feel like blogging anymore.

1:42 PM;
Saturday, October 14, 2006

Recently I've been feeling nothing but booored.

Actually that's not truth, there's a hell lot of stuff that's on my nerves right now(actually two), but that's not the case.

I've switched to BloggerBeta and well, it's pretty much the same as the old blogger except the buttons are mucchh cuter. :/

Oh well.

So! The End-Of-Year-Examinations are over and everyone's rejoicing. Tralala. End of streaming year? Not so.

Most probably on monday, the results will be out. I think. Then, different people with different results will feel differently. Like duh.

Hur ha so that's not exactly rejoicing.

I've been dousing myself with episodes of 宫 lately. It's showing on ChannelU at 7pm on weekdays, so GO CATCH IT. IT'S A MUST MUST MUST MUST WATCH KOREAN DRAMA.

I think 信's a idiot. (Peiling's gonna kill me.) HE DOESN'T NOT DESERVE TO BE KING!!! HE'S NOT THE RIGHTFUL ONE ANYWAY. RAHHHH.

And i'm addicted to the song. Oh what love. XD

After-examinations period has been nothing but SIAN. It's hardly the holidays and OH, did i mention what day it is 22 days later? (nudge nudge)

I think i'll go glue my eyes to the television. lol.

4:35 PM;