I haven't felt emo for a long time.

Maths camp today was hilarious. (and sorta irritating) Adeline's gone to Beijing and i wondered if she received my late sms when she was in the plane. And Yunjia too.

Well, they weren't there and, it's boring. I think we just paid for the food (which sucked). I didn't learn anything from the camp, which sucked.

On a happier note, i got iPod ytd and she's really pretty! :D (yes, she's a girl.) I spent the whole day uploading songs and, well, I'm pretty contented. Finally huh! (: I think it's super. Thanks mummy.

But then again,

With or without her i feel absolutely emo.

....

zzz.

6:09 PM;

No more slacking with her, gossiping, crapping, laughing, sharing secrets, blah blah blah during cca. Wonder what i'll do when she has graduated.

(mwahaha i have the photos jaaaassss, come and get ittttt.)

Anyway, I want to go out with you during the holidays(maybe you can REALLY ddr with me this time). HEH. You'll be so proud to see YOU right here.

---

Today i got my report book back! Shocking, not expected, but i'll get my ipod anyway. It's pretty dumb though. I got the position after so, instead of the one my mum wanted me to get so i can get my ipod.

But, i'm still getting it anyway. FINALLY. It's like a very long 6 months wait.

And i'll definitely start to work hard after the hols. (i hope this plan really does work, not like the rest)

Met up with Huiping much later to go to RJC to collect her sis' alevel results. Wow, Raffles campus is like so wow. I'm pretty envious.

We totally hionged at DDR today, almost ddr-ed like crap due to the fact my lunch was almost ... you know. And ice-skating's cancelled tmr. GEEE.

I wonder what's with Wednesday's math camp. What are we going to do anyway? ): I guess i'm gonna go. The com's starting to bore me.

4:37 PM;

I am feeling so H-A-P-P-Y.



Damn right, then i'm feeling super duper GAEHY. Then i'm like going,

LET ME HEAR YOU SAY HEYHEYHEY!

ALRIGHT! NOW LET ME HEAR YOU SAY HEYHEYHO!

Gah. Just bought AvrilLavigne's new album and TheBestDamnThing & Contagious keeps playing in my head. I can't stand it! She's so girly now! Nah, but it's pretty cool.

I got my retainers! And so now i've difficulties speaking properly. And it's sorta uncomfortable.

I didn't get my report book today. I think i'm only getting it back on Monday. At least i don't have to go all the way to school to pass the files to Ms Yeo tmr. Right? But refusing to return us the report books are a whole load of bullshit la.

I was entirely pissed the whole maths period. It seemed like everything was getting on my nerves. Gee. No maths file=no report book. No english handout. Can't see what's on the board. And a whole load of crap.

But, i really missed Adeline, Eunice, Zhaozhi's company in class! :D

Ah. No more boring school. Holidays. But somehow, i dread it.

All i want is a good magazine to read everyday during the holidays! 0.o ooo.

I'm bored.
I'm really bored.
HEYHEYYOUYOU I'm really really bored!

Oh man I'm gonna start singing again. yay. Sian. And i just realised i haven't taken my meddy for the entire day. 0.o ohwell. I miss Huiping and i wanna go Parapara with her. blah.

8:01 PM;

The past few days have been excruciatingly disgusting.

I've been getting the sickly combination of stomach flu and high fever. It's pretty gross.

Still, vomiting the entire night isn't exactly desirable even if one doesn't want to go to school. I am thankful for not vomiting at all since wednesday.

But gah! I wanna learn the stupid b.theorem and catch up with the rest la. I still don't get the bloody formula. I've a whole list of stuff i wanna do today.

1. Pack my table
2. Jump around?!? (to perspire?)
3. Do SS/maths (if i feel like it)
4. Watch tons of movies!

Yay. Today would rock! (if the bloody discomfort of my abmuscles just goes away)

I miss a tooooon of a people. :(

And and and! THE PINK IPOD IS MINEEEEEEEE. (sooner or later) Yippee Yippeee! I wanted it red, but there's no red? 0.0 Ohwell.

I think i'll go watch a show. :D

10:12 AM;

When will i have you?



Now i have to work for my own ipod. I want it PINK! Haha. What crappy conditions.. sighs. I thought that after exams i would have gotten it already but, I guess it's just a longer wait.


ARGH DAMNIT. I can't live without one. (seriously) Who's gonna be with me when i'm emo and down? Obviously i'll refer to my mp3.


But bloody zen. It's bloody spoilt. Gah... I don't wanna wait la. zzzzzz...Or should i just agree with that dumb condition. (no!)


GEEE. I feel so, screwed. And i'm scared for chinese omgggg.

8:21 PM;

Watch this super 低级 show, if you're bored or whatever. It's frigging lame and biantai and ... it's definitely sick. I can't stop laughing. LOL!

Anyway, blogger's fine again! And there's this autosave thingie so i guess it's cool. Results are out(except for my chinese). It's so... disappointing?

I have no guts to actually tell my mother. Gee. I think i'll wait for the chinese results before telling her my results. But, i guess i'll work hard. There's no use feeling sad about it now anyway. I'm pretty scared for.. chinese.

OMG. My mother just asked for my results. I haven't told her about chem... 0.0 HAHA! So retarded. But, tsk. I'll show her.

I guess, once and for all, I should stop slacking. It's better to work hard until the olevels. Because, if i don't work hard now, i'm definitely screwed. I'm gonna start after the hols? So i guess i'm gonna really enjoy the June hols. :D

Sighs. I guess i'll get back to the show. HAHA!

& I'm taking out my braces tmr! YAY! XD

7:52 PM;

Today was super funny.

The comics were super 低级, and it feels good to read dumb comics again. Haven't felt that dumb feeling in me since last year. I'm kinda sick of being emo.

I totally freaked my mother out laughing all the way home at the dumb jokes in the comic. Well, it was pretty funny.

Ms Yeo had her moodswings again this morning. HAHA! Hilarious. The whole class of girls(or at least half) were like, "She really got menopause!" , "What's with her!"

Then she got really sensitive and went really overboard screaming at me, accusing me of arguing when i was just telling ms tan sth. -.-

HAHA! I think i'm still sorta traumatised, i mean, HELLOOOO, it was so frigging malu okay? People knew she was directing it at me. T.T

But, i think she sorta hates me now because she has to catch me for my attire every morning. zzzz.

Ms tan should stop coming to talk to us when she doesn't want us to talk among ourselves. (glares) hahahah! I'm joking lar. I'll just have to blame it that i talk so loudly sometimes and at the wrong moments.

Tsk. I'll show her. (makes dumb face)

Enough about her. (lol!) The rocket thing was hilarious. Although my butt really hurted and i kept knocking at my wound(ow, but i think it's totally healed today!), but it was sorta fun!

Although right now i'm still traumatised. -.- I know, it's dumb. Blame it that i'm suay then.

I'm gonna touch my sims-unleashed! WOOOO~ (and yahoo! my keyboard's back to normal again!)

And i'm gonna play it! WHEE~ (or shld i play thesims2 instead?)

Ohhhh. Oh well. YESSSSSS. THE WHOLE HOLIDAYS OF PLAYING THESIMS REGARDLESS OF MY RESULTS! YESSSSSSS~~~~

-.-

Right. I'm feeling retarded again. heehaw.

So right now you must be like, omg what a drastic change in tone in entries.

HAHA! Tooddddddllleeeeessss people. (and tmr's gonna be a another boring [and butt aching] day. booooo)

7:17 PM;

7:01 PM;

So what the exams are over?

I'm actually pretty terrifed for the results, knowing that i didn't put much effort. And, everything's so screwed. ( i feel but actually no)

I should totally stop with the 自欺欺人 thing. It's pretty dumb.

Actually, I don't know what to do.

Ohgod. I finished my vitagen. hahahaahaha~

---

Maybe i'm what she thinks i might be, actually i think i'm far worse than that. She was right to rant about it, although it breaks my heart. I should still get her that stupid cake.

7:59 PM;

Now, just laugh at the confusion & live for the moment.

I know i'm supposed to be studying. Anyway, i'm gonna screw Midyears. Yes i am. And i'm not enjoying one bit of it.

I've finally started revision for chem. When chem's tmr. (snorts) And, ss is a long long long way.

I haven't read for geog. Haven't did serious revision for physics or history. Haven't practised maths. So, this is when i tell myself,

"Omg, You are so screwed."

At the same time,

"HAHA! You deserve it. See la! Everything last minute... blahblahblah."

Yes you can kill me for being a lazy pile of shit. But, i have studied chem for the entire morning and my brain's dead from it now. I'm left with acids and bases and salts. (yay!)

But not forgetting ss. -.-

So, til dinner i'm gonna mug like a bitch and mug again until UglyBetty shows. (finally the moment of relaxation)

This planning kinda riles but, I'm sticking to it. I wondr how my 3 other emo days are gonna be spent. All the way until Wednesday. Great.

And also, i hate myself for being stupid and getting distracted by a worthless idiot. Maybe, I should just finally clear things up, and finally start acting like friends with you instead of the what-are-we? situation we've been for so so long.

I'm tired of being the fool and i should tell you how pathetic you've been the past few months.

*yawn* I'm tired and it's only 2. And i only have half an hour left to enjoy, before mmugging. again. -.-

Last minute last minutes. Screw you lazy-pig-headed mind.

----

And oh yes, re add if you must: demoiselle_jgcl@hotmail.com

1:56 PM;

I haven't felt emo for a long time.

Maths camp today was hilarious. (and sorta irritating) Adeline's gone to Beijing and i wondered if she received my late sms when she was in the plane. And Yunjia too.

Well, they weren't there and, it's boring. I think we just paid for the food (which sucked). I didn't learn anything from the camp, which sucked.

On a happier note, i got iPod ytd and she's really pretty! :D (yes, she's a girl.) I spent the whole day uploading songs and, well, I'm pretty contented. Finally huh! (: I think it's super. Thanks mummy.

But then again,

With or without her i feel absolutely emo.

....

zzz.

6:09 PM;

No more slacking with her, gossiping, crapping, laughing, sharing secrets, blah blah blah during cca. Wonder what i'll do when she has graduated.

(mwahaha i have the photos jaaaassss, come and get ittttt.)

Anyway, I want to go out with you during the holidays(maybe you can REALLY ddr with me this time). HEH. You'll be so proud to see YOU right here.

---

Today i got my report book back! Shocking, not expected, but i'll get my ipod anyway. It's pretty dumb though. I got the position after so, instead of the one my mum wanted me to get so i can get my ipod.

But, i'm still getting it anyway. FINALLY. It's like a very long 6 months wait.

And i'll definitely start to work hard after the hols. (i hope this plan really does work, not like the rest)

Met up with Huiping much later to go to RJC to collect her sis' alevel results. Wow, Raffles campus is like so wow. I'm pretty envious.

We totally hionged at DDR today, almost ddr-ed like crap due to the fact my lunch was almost ... you know. And ice-skating's cancelled tmr. GEEE.

I wonder what's with Wednesday's math camp. What are we going to do anyway? ): I guess i'm gonna go. The com's starting to bore me.

4:37 PM;

I am feeling so H-A-P-P-Y.



Damn right, then i'm feeling super duper GAEHY. Then i'm like going,

LET ME HEAR YOU SAY HEYHEYHEY!

ALRIGHT! NOW LET ME HEAR YOU SAY HEYHEYHO!

Gah. Just bought AvrilLavigne's new album and TheBestDamnThing & Contagious keeps playing in my head. I can't stand it! She's so girly now! Nah, but it's pretty cool.

I got my retainers! And so now i've difficulties speaking properly. And it's sorta uncomfortable.

I didn't get my report book today. I think i'm only getting it back on Monday. At least i don't have to go all the way to school to pass the files to Ms Yeo tmr. Right? But refusing to return us the report books are a whole load of bullshit la.

I was entirely pissed the whole maths period. It seemed like everything was getting on my nerves. Gee. No maths file=no report book. No english handout. Can't see what's on the board. And a whole load of crap.

But, i really missed Adeline, Eunice, Zhaozhi's company in class! :D

Ah. No more boring school. Holidays. But somehow, i dread it.

All i want is a good magazine to read everyday during the holidays! 0.o ooo.

I'm bored.
I'm really bored.
HEYHEYYOUYOU I'm really really bored!

Oh man I'm gonna start singing again. yay. Sian. And i just realised i haven't taken my meddy for the entire day. 0.o ohwell. I miss Huiping and i wanna go Parapara with her. blah.

8:01 PM;

The past few days have been excruciatingly disgusting.

I've been getting the sickly combination of stomach flu and high fever. It's pretty gross.

Still, vomiting the entire night isn't exactly desirable even if one doesn't want to go to school. I am thankful for not vomiting at all since wednesday.

But gah! I wanna learn the stupid b.theorem and catch up with the rest la. I still don't get the bloody formula. I've a whole list of stuff i wanna do today.

1. Pack my table
2. Jump around?!? (to perspire?)
3. Do SS/maths (if i feel like it)
4. Watch tons of movies!

Yay. Today would rock! (if the bloody discomfort of my abmuscles just goes away)

I miss a tooooon of a people. :(

And and and! THE PINK IPOD IS MINEEEEEEEE. (sooner or later) Yippee Yippeee! I wanted it red, but there's no red? 0.0 Ohwell.

I think i'll go watch a show. :D

10:12 AM;

When will i have you?



Now i have to work for my own ipod. I want it PINK! Haha. What crappy conditions.. sighs. I thought that after exams i would have gotten it already but, I guess it's just a longer wait.


ARGH DAMNIT. I can't live without one. (seriously) Who's gonna be with me when i'm emo and down? Obviously i'll refer to my mp3.


But bloody zen. It's bloody spoilt. Gah... I don't wanna wait la. zzzzzz...Or should i just agree with that dumb condition. (no!)


GEEE. I feel so, screwed. And i'm scared for chinese omgggg.

8:21 PM;

Watch this super 低级 show, if you're bored or whatever. It's frigging lame and biantai and ... it's definitely sick. I can't stop laughing. LOL!

Anyway, blogger's fine again! And there's this autosave thingie so i guess it's cool. Results are out(except for my chinese). It's so... disappointing?

I have no guts to actually tell my mother. Gee. I think i'll wait for the chinese results before telling her my results. But, i guess i'll work hard. There's no use feeling sad about it now anyway. I'm pretty scared for.. chinese.

OMG. My mother just asked for my results. I haven't told her about chem... 0.0 HAHA! So retarded. But, tsk. I'll show her.

I guess, once and for all, I should stop slacking. It's better to work hard until the olevels. Because, if i don't work hard now, i'm definitely screwed. I'm gonna start after the hols? So i guess i'm gonna really enjoy the June hols. :D

Sighs. I guess i'll get back to the show. HAHA!

& I'm taking out my braces tmr! YAY! XD

7:52 PM;

Today was super funny.

The comics were super 低级, and it feels good to read dumb comics again. Haven't felt that dumb feeling in me since last year. I'm kinda sick of being emo.

I totally freaked my mother out laughing all the way home at the dumb jokes in the comic. Well, it was pretty funny.

Ms Yeo had her moodswings again this morning. HAHA! Hilarious. The whole class of girls(or at least half) were like, "She really got menopause!" , "What's with her!"

Then she got really sensitive and went really overboard screaming at me, accusing me of arguing when i was just telling ms tan sth. -.-

HAHA! I think i'm still sorta traumatised, i mean, HELLOOOO, it was so frigging malu okay? People knew she was directing it at me. T.T

But, i think she sorta hates me now because she has to catch me for my attire every morning. zzzz.

Ms tan should stop coming to talk to us when she doesn't want us to talk among ourselves. (glares) hahahah! I'm joking lar. I'll just have to blame it that i talk so loudly sometimes and at the wrong moments.

Tsk. I'll show her. (makes dumb face)

Enough about her. (lol!) The rocket thing was hilarious. Although my butt really hurted and i kept knocking at my wound(ow, but i think it's totally healed today!), but it was sorta fun!

Although right now i'm still traumatised. -.- I know, it's dumb. Blame it that i'm suay then.

I'm gonna touch my sims-unleashed! WOOOO~ (and yahoo! my keyboard's back to normal again!)

And i'm gonna play it! WHEE~ (or shld i play thesims2 instead?)

Ohhhh. Oh well. YESSSSSS. THE WHOLE HOLIDAYS OF PLAYING THESIMS REGARDLESS OF MY RESULTS! YESSSSSSS~~~~

-.-

Right. I'm feeling retarded again. heehaw.

So right now you must be like, omg what a drastic change in tone in entries.

HAHA! Tooddddddllleeeeessss people. (and tmr's gonna be a another boring [and butt aching] day. booooo)

7:17 PM;

7:01 PM;

So what the exams are over?

I'm actually pretty terrifed for the results, knowing that i didn't put much effort. And, everything's so screwed. ( i feel but actually no)

I should totally stop with the 自欺欺人 thing. It's pretty dumb.

Actually, I don't know what to do.

Ohgod. I finished my vitagen. hahahaahaha~

---

Maybe i'm what she thinks i might be, actually i think i'm far worse than that. She was right to rant about it, although it breaks my heart. I should still get her that stupid cake.

7:59 PM;

Now, just laugh at the confusion & live for the moment.

I know i'm supposed to be studying. Anyway, i'm gonna screw Midyears. Yes i am. And i'm not enjoying one bit of it.

I've finally started revision for chem. When chem's tmr. (snorts) And, ss is a long long long way.

I haven't read for geog. Haven't did serious revision for physics or history. Haven't practised maths. So, this is when i tell myself,

"Omg, You are so screwed."

At the same time,

"HAHA! You deserve it. See la! Everything last minute... blahblahblah."

Yes you can kill me for being a lazy pile of shit. But, i have studied chem for the entire morning and my brain's dead from it now. I'm left with acids and bases and salts. (yay!)

But not forgetting ss. -.-

So, til dinner i'm gonna mug like a bitch and mug again until UglyBetty shows. (finally the moment of relaxation)

This planning kinda riles but, I'm sticking to it. I wondr how my 3 other emo days are gonna be spent. All the way until Wednesday. Great.

And also, i hate myself for being stupid and getting distracted by a worthless idiot. Maybe, I should just finally clear things up, and finally start acting like friends with you instead of the what-are-we? situation we've been for so so long.

I'm tired of being the fool and i should tell you how pathetic you've been the past few months.

*yawn* I'm tired and it's only 2. And i only have half an hour left to enjoy, before mmugging. again. -.-

Last minute last minutes. Screw you lazy-pig-headed mind.

----

And oh yes, re add if you must: demoiselle_jgcl@hotmail.com

1:56 PM;