I'm taking my Chinese Olvls (ORAL! <-wtf!) on the 11th July!!

EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I intend to hire Eunice or Hp as my personal instructor. 0.0 Nah, kidding. Wonder how am i gonna survive on that day. But, yipee! It's a Wed so there's no CCA! Hoo!

School has started for a week already and it feels terribly weird. Like, ... Just weird. Hope next week's gonna be better! :D

So, we split our tables and i'm not sitting with Ade anymore. Well, near her. That is. It's like so weird, means that i have to talk louder to grab her attention.

Oh crap i have yet to do my tuition homework and my tuition's tmr. Damn. Okay, that was random.

And, Xinthesis! Huiping's performing in both Opera and her Dance tmr! Hooooo.

Ahwell. My life's boring.

8:43 PM;

School starts tmr! A part of me is all psyched up, ready to start the new term with new goals and everything and another part of me just says, "Screw School! I wanna sleep."

Yeah. Nevertheless, I'm am PSYCHED! Yippee! But, i haven't did Chinese homework yet. (opps) Will go read that story again later.

Then again, I miss all my friends and i have been like, not very much in contact with them during the holidays. This is probably one of the most i-have-loads-of-free-time-to-be-wasted! holidays. Hur.

--

A best friend is someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there is really good in the world.

Someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
Someone that knows what you're saying when you don't say a word.
Someone you cn look to in a a certain way, and they know exactly what you're thinking.

Someone you find hardest to say goodbye to.
Someone who knows ALL about you, and loves you anyway.
Someone who helps you through thick and thin.
The first person you go to when you need someone to talk to.

Someone you will call to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life.
They are the shoulder you cry on, because you know that they really care about you.

Someone that will risk their friendship with you, just to make sure you're safe and okay.
Someone you can always be around, and never get sick of.

That's what a Best friend is. :D

1:44 PM;

I am pooped.

My feet hurts from ice-skating. I have a huge bruise by the side of my knee. which ... well, hurts. Hur. Joy.

I don't know. I'm just so pooped from everything else.

Pooped. Haha. Funny word.

9:08 PM;

I have the most insane desire to taste sugar now. (not like i'll drown myself with a whole packet of sugar)

Then i think of syrup.

Then Hotcakes.

Then Macs.

OkeyDokey I'll have Hotcakes at Macs tmr morning. & I'll bring Brown along.

i think he would like the sugary taste of syrup too. :D

12:12 AM;

So it's like the sky's turning into this shade of purple blue. And before that it was just bold streaks of orange across the dull blue sky.

I was just observing the evening sky earlier and it changes pretty quick. I guess i've nothing better to do.


Celina, Daphne and Zhaozhi came over yesterday for the project. I think we slacked much on this one, spending our time eating away or snapping stupid pictures of each other(mainly me and Daphne, ahem) Haha.

I don't think it's complete. And, i slacked alot. Shit. Sorry, will make it up to you guys. In the finalization of the project or something... ?

Then ZZ and Celina went hysterical at tagging some weird guy's tagboard. Haha! The tags were hilarious though.

Yayeeedas.

7:20 PM;

Yikes! I so want to blog about today and yesterday. :D

On Monday, I met Girlfriend at amk library and had her to translate my chinese homework for me. Haha! Okay, not exactly but, i got her to accompany me to borrow my chinese book for homework. (like duh. Think i'll read chinese books meh)

We didn't catch a movie so we pigged at Ichiban! Anyway Jas, don't worry about me not eating too much. I was pretty full. Haha!

And Jasmine is a like DDR and SSR pro man! I felt like a complete noob next to her. Haha! And before that, we were convinced that amk hub has indeed an arcade. (is there?)

Then we went around to find it. And even asked people for directions. (so malu) But in the end we gave up and went to Jubilee's. Hilarious huh?

She came over after that and freaked out much at Brownie. Haha! We had a pretty long chat about stuff and Jas went mad at some photo. 0.o

HAHA! Jasmine you meanie. We went mad at photos throughout the trip to the MRT station. 14 pictures of the same poses. HA. Imagine that. But, I still feel i look like a kid with that hairstyle. geeee.



And way before i met her, Brownie almost died. AHHHH I freaked okay????!!!???

Yep. He dashed out. Made me chase him like, 0.0. Then, he almost got knocked down by cars. Gosh! I could have cried la. Truly tramatising.


Today, 12th June. Happy Birthday my bestie友, 庄惠萍！我爱你！生日快乐！yay~

Erm, haaha! OKAY. I shld like die or sth. Sorry for not giving you your present today. I know it sucks. Ah. I'm making this a habit. Crap.

Before i met her i lunched at United Square and HAHA! I caught the Pokemon Meet and Greet session! They look so ultra adorable!

BlahBlahBlah eventually went shopping with Huiping and her sis.

Hope she enjoyed her day today. Although i kinda ruined it for her. Sorry again.

HAHA! This is for yooooooooou~~ You stupid lesbo. HAHA



Yeah! It's Brownie and he's on your lap then! HAHA! And if you're reading this, rmb to bring your gift for him the next time i see you. :D

Brownie is so ultra super duper cute huh? Heeheeheeeeee~~

8:31 PM;

I guess only Huiping and Benjamin knew what this meant. Those were the days, ...

It's gone from the table alr. Screw the person who used the stupid penknife ... *(*&*^£$!!!@

Ohwell. It doesn't matter now anyway.

I'm supposed to do my homework today. Gee. But yesterday's encounter with History made me stop dead from doing my SS today.

GAH. I don't plan it do it properly either. Screw holiday work.

And screw people who think they know me very well but they don't too.

5:33 PM;

We barely finished the bit of the powerpoint presentation for Geog Proj.

Headed over to ZZ's house yesterday for the Proj and i would like to apologise once again for being hell late. Sorry.

It was my first time stepping into ZZ's house, after years of knowing each other. Haha. ZZ! I thought your room was pretty cool! Esp. with the writtings on the wall. My mum would have murdered me and demanded a fresh coat of paint if i ever did that.

But i wouldn't mind. My room's like a boring shade of purple. The colour of my cabients suck. It's so girly, (with horrible colour sense, which i shall not elaborate on) and i can't stand it. Ha?

Anyway, they're heading over on Thursday and i have to do a bit of cleaning up. ooo.

Speaking of which, HP hasn't sent me any photos from the trip to Sentosa on Monday. Great, i had to screw everything up at the end. Bummer.

There's two people in mind when i think about Monday, one totally irrelevent to everything and one totally a brainless dick. One should just sign up for think-before-you-speak lessons and one should just sod off and reflect about one's insensitivity.

So much for screwing up my Tuesdays and Wednesday nights.

Yes, there is plenty of sarcasm for all. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Zzz Jamie, you're being a bitch again. Boo ya.

1:36 PM;

Someone talked about dolls today. Makes me wonder about the condition of my old Barbie dolls. Haha! I know right? So odd.

At first i had this strange urge to play with them. Then i found it ridiculous to play pretend with the dolls(alone), giving them a name, then stripping them out of their clothes and dressing them up for dates or whatsoever.

And anyway, i couldn't find the ken doll. And they looked hideous anyway. (because i recall i only have two and they looked absolutely disgusting. and then, i prefered Barbies then.)

So, i checked them out and noticed almost all of them were gone.

Ohwell.

And those that were left were doll clothes and the dolls that remained looked tortured and their hair with split ends. (ahah! kidding, they just look pulled and dry and.. ew.)

Actually, the truth is, all my dolls are gone. Except my sister's. ( I think)

But that's worse isn't it? Darn Jo. Or darn my mother. She threw out most of them. I used to have zillions of dolls. Gee.

Dolls Dolls Dolls. It's boring to play alone. Well, back to feeling sad and alone again. Another of these nights, what a bother.

8:55 PM;

Every person will need to find four people in their lives.

The First person is you.
The Second person is the one you love most.
The Third person is the one who love you most.
And the Fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most and learn how love feels. Because you have to know how love feels before you find the person who loves you most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who loves you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.

But when he doesn't love you anymore he really doesn't love you anymore.

When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more
there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him

If you don't love him anymore do not keep him just to save your pride.

If you still love him, you should wish him happiness and hope that he will be with the one he loves most not stop him from it.

If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him

And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive
if you like the moon, you can't just take it down.

But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.

Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.

Love him for his good points, and the bad.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be, just because you love him.

If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.

you only know that no matter when and where, good or bad, you will wish to have this person with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times ,and not always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test. If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat

Real love will never become hate.

6:48 PM;

Well, would you?
---------

I think that show really rocks. The song rocks as much, but it makes me kinda emo. haha.

The past few days have been boring boring boring. My holidays really do suck. But, it's my only time for enjoyment until the end of my chinese olevels.

So i must enjoy? haha! Huiping wants to learn baking from whosoever and i would most probably be joining her. And then i'm taking yoga with her, soon.

And, my homework pile seems to be increasing. Oh hell, sucks.

My ipod went mad today. Well, itunes. Then i uploaded everything again, from fresh. But, in a way i organised everything and it looks pretty much fine now.

Oh. Maybe, when my life gets interesting, i'll blog.

& that is so just a mark. I refuse to admit it my dear. Mwahaha.

5:55 PM;

I'm taking my Chinese Olvls (ORAL! <-wtf!) on the 11th July!!

EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

I intend to hire Eunice or Hp as my personal instructor. 0.0 Nah, kidding. Wonder how am i gonna survive on that day. But, yipee! It's a Wed so there's no CCA! Hoo!

School has started for a week already and it feels terribly weird. Like, ... Just weird. Hope next week's gonna be better! :D

So, we split our tables and i'm not sitting with Ade anymore. Well, near her. That is. It's like so weird, means that i have to talk louder to grab her attention.

Oh crap i have yet to do my tuition homework and my tuition's tmr. Damn. Okay, that was random.

And, Xinthesis! Huiping's performing in both Opera and her Dance tmr! Hooooo.

Ahwell. My life's boring.

8:43 PM;

School starts tmr! A part of me is all psyched up, ready to start the new term with new goals and everything and another part of me just says, "Screw School! I wanna sleep."

Yeah. Nevertheless, I'm am PSYCHED! Yippee! But, i haven't did Chinese homework yet. (opps) Will go read that story again later.

Then again, I miss all my friends and i have been like, not very much in contact with them during the holidays. This is probably one of the most i-have-loads-of-free-time-to-be-wasted! holidays. Hur.

--

A best friend is someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that there is really good in the world.

Someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
Someone that knows what you're saying when you don't say a word.
Someone you cn look to in a a certain way, and they know exactly what you're thinking.

Someone you find hardest to say goodbye to.
Someone who knows ALL about you, and loves you anyway.
Someone who helps you through thick and thin.
The first person you go to when you need someone to talk to.

Someone you will call to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life.
They are the shoulder you cry on, because you know that they really care about you.

Someone that will risk their friendship with you, just to make sure you're safe and okay.
Someone you can always be around, and never get sick of.

That's what a Best friend is. :D

1:44 PM;

I am pooped.

My feet hurts from ice-skating. I have a huge bruise by the side of my knee. which ... well, hurts. Hur. Joy.

I don't know. I'm just so pooped from everything else.

Pooped. Haha. Funny word.

9:08 PM;

I have the most insane desire to taste sugar now. (not like i'll drown myself with a whole packet of sugar)

Then i think of syrup.

Then Hotcakes.

Then Macs.

OkeyDokey I'll have Hotcakes at Macs tmr morning. & I'll bring Brown along.

i think he would like the sugary taste of syrup too. :D

12:12 AM;

So it's like the sky's turning into this shade of purple blue. And before that it was just bold streaks of orange across the dull blue sky.

I was just observing the evening sky earlier and it changes pretty quick. I guess i've nothing better to do.


Celina, Daphne and Zhaozhi came over yesterday for the project. I think we slacked much on this one, spending our time eating away or snapping stupid pictures of each other(mainly me and Daphne, ahem) Haha.

I don't think it's complete. And, i slacked alot. Shit. Sorry, will make it up to you guys. In the finalization of the project or something... ?

Then ZZ and Celina went hysterical at tagging some weird guy's tagboard. Haha! The tags were hilarious though.

Yayeeedas.

7:20 PM;

Yikes! I so want to blog about today and yesterday. :D

On Monday, I met Girlfriend at amk library and had her to translate my chinese homework for me. Haha! Okay, not exactly but, i got her to accompany me to borrow my chinese book for homework. (like duh. Think i'll read chinese books meh)

We didn't catch a movie so we pigged at Ichiban! Anyway Jas, don't worry about me not eating too much. I was pretty full. Haha!

And Jasmine is a like DDR and SSR pro man! I felt like a complete noob next to her. Haha! And before that, we were convinced that amk hub has indeed an arcade. (is there?)

Then we went around to find it. And even asked people for directions. (so malu) But in the end we gave up and went to Jubilee's. Hilarious huh?

She came over after that and freaked out much at Brownie. Haha! We had a pretty long chat about stuff and Jas went mad at some photo. 0.o

HAHA! Jasmine you meanie. We went mad at photos throughout the trip to the MRT station. 14 pictures of the same poses. HA. Imagine that. But, I still feel i look like a kid with that hairstyle. geeee.



And way before i met her, Brownie almost died. AHHHH I freaked okay????!!!???

Yep. He dashed out. Made me chase him like, 0.0. Then, he almost got knocked down by cars. Gosh! I could have cried la. Truly tramatising.


Today, 12th June. Happy Birthday my bestie友, 庄惠萍！我爱你！生日快乐！yay~

Erm, haaha! OKAY. I shld like die or sth. Sorry for not giving you your present today. I know it sucks. Ah. I'm making this a habit. Crap.

Before i met her i lunched at United Square and HAHA! I caught the Pokemon Meet and Greet session! They look so ultra adorable!

BlahBlahBlah eventually went shopping with Huiping and her sis.

Hope she enjoyed her day today. Although i kinda ruined it for her. Sorry again.

HAHA! This is for yooooooooou~~ You stupid lesbo. HAHA



Yeah! It's Brownie and he's on your lap then! HAHA! And if you're reading this, rmb to bring your gift for him the next time i see you. :D

Brownie is so ultra super duper cute huh? Heeheeheeeeee~~

8:31 PM;

I guess only Huiping and Benjamin knew what this meant. Those were the days, ...

It's gone from the table alr. Screw the person who used the stupid penknife ... *(*&*^£$!!!@

Ohwell. It doesn't matter now anyway.

I'm supposed to do my homework today. Gee. But yesterday's encounter with History made me stop dead from doing my SS today.

GAH. I don't plan it do it properly either. Screw holiday work.

And screw people who think they know me very well but they don't too.

5:33 PM;

We barely finished the bit of the powerpoint presentation for Geog Proj.

Headed over to ZZ's house yesterday for the Proj and i would like to apologise once again for being hell late. Sorry.

It was my first time stepping into ZZ's house, after years of knowing each other. Haha. ZZ! I thought your room was pretty cool! Esp. with the writtings on the wall. My mum would have murdered me and demanded a fresh coat of paint if i ever did that.

But i wouldn't mind. My room's like a boring shade of purple. The colour of my cabients suck. It's so girly, (with horrible colour sense, which i shall not elaborate on) and i can't stand it. Ha?

Anyway, they're heading over on Thursday and i have to do a bit of cleaning up. ooo.

Speaking of which, HP hasn't sent me any photos from the trip to Sentosa on Monday. Great, i had to screw everything up at the end. Bummer.

There's two people in mind when i think about Monday, one totally irrelevent to everything and one totally a brainless dick. One should just sign up for think-before-you-speak lessons and one should just sod off and reflect about one's insensitivity.

So much for screwing up my Tuesdays and Wednesday nights.

Yes, there is plenty of sarcasm for all. Ha. Ha. Ha.

Zzz Jamie, you're being a bitch again. Boo ya.

1:36 PM;

Someone talked about dolls today. Makes me wonder about the condition of my old Barbie dolls. Haha! I know right? So odd.

At first i had this strange urge to play with them. Then i found it ridiculous to play pretend with the dolls(alone), giving them a name, then stripping them out of their clothes and dressing them up for dates or whatsoever.

And anyway, i couldn't find the ken doll. And they looked hideous anyway. (because i recall i only have two and they looked absolutely disgusting. and then, i prefered Barbies then.)

So, i checked them out and noticed almost all of them were gone.

Ohwell.

And those that were left were doll clothes and the dolls that remained looked tortured and their hair with split ends. (ahah! kidding, they just look pulled and dry and.. ew.)

Actually, the truth is, all my dolls are gone. Except my sister's. ( I think)

But that's worse isn't it? Darn Jo. Or darn my mother. She threw out most of them. I used to have zillions of dolls. Gee.

Dolls Dolls Dolls. It's boring to play alone. Well, back to feeling sad and alone again. Another of these nights, what a bother.

8:55 PM;

Every person will need to find four people in their lives.

The First person is you.
The Second person is the one you love most.
The Third person is the one who love you most.
And the Fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most and learn how love feels. Because you have to know how love feels before you find the person who loves you most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life these three people are usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who loves you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with is never the one you love most or the one who loves you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

Which person are you in other people's life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart. At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.

But when he doesn't love you anymore he really doesn't love you anymore.

When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more
there's no way he can pretend he loves you.

When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him

If you don't love him anymore do not keep him just to save your pride.

If you still love him, you should wish him happiness and hope that he will be with the one he loves most not stop him from it.

If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him

And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

Love is not possessive
if you like the moon, you can't just take it down.

But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.

Let him become a permanent memory in your life.
If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.

Love him for his good points, and the bad.
You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be, just because you love him.

If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.

you only know that no matter when and where, good or bad, you will wish to have this person with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times ,and not always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test. If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat

Real love will never become hate.

6:48 PM;

Well, would you?
---------

I think that show really rocks. The song rocks as much, but it makes me kinda emo. haha.

The past few days have been boring boring boring. My holidays really do suck. But, it's my only time for enjoyment until the end of my chinese olevels.

So i must enjoy? haha! Huiping wants to learn baking from whosoever and i would most probably be joining her. And then i'm taking yoga with her, soon.

And, my homework pile seems to be increasing. Oh hell, sucks.

My ipod went mad today. Well, itunes. Then i uploaded everything again, from fresh. But, in a way i organised everything and it looks pretty much fine now.

Oh. Maybe, when my life gets interesting, i'll blog.

& that is so just a mark. I refuse to admit it my dear. Mwahaha.

5:55 PM;