Do people feel sad over nothing at all?

I dread the thought of tomorrow. The person whom i want to see isn't there. Yet the one i don't want to see is gonna be there.

Just went over to tutor's house to check out his sketches. One word: WOW.

My neighbour's newborn is so gorgeously cute. Haven't touched a baby in a long time? Everything feels... small. When she grows older, i'm gonna go over to play with her! So fun.

Right. Okay, the start of tmr sucks already.



And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Coz I'm in Love With you

8:43 PM;

What i deemed pathetic and seemly unrealistic fell upon me.

Wonder how people can fall asleep like that. It irritates the hell outta me. I can gladly name this one of the worst days ever.

Where's Huiping? I feel uncomfortable with whatsoever.

Then, there's this sickly feeling in my brain and stomach and throat. I hope i fall sick, get a fever and skip school for the entire week without contact with anyone. At all.

Greeeat. I'm lost for words. Stuck in my throat. Could just vomit.

I'm not putting on any front. I swear. I just, don't want to show the whole damn world what i'm feeling. At all.

I miss you my dear friend. Things aren't the same without you around.

11:32 PM;

Just came back from supper with my ma and pa.

n2d sucked to the core. Ran like 3km. Sheesh. The school security system is so f up. Thinking of it just makes my blood boil. Bloody hell man.

I think i swore in the general office with the principal and teachers around. Thank god they didn't hear me. I have the worst (hypocrite!)cca teacher. Hur. Guess who.

One day, after i graduate i'm going to come back and tell her off man. F-ing bitch. ZZZZZZ.

So pissed.

Huiping's leaving tomorrow morning! ): I'm gonna miss you hell loads.

I'm so random. Gah. I don't feel like sleeping. My dad's hogging the television. Zzz. Boring. My hair hasn't dried. ooooooo

Sian.

12:08 AM;

Heehee!

EngPeiLing! You better un-ban me from your tagboard and obviously your ban isn't working at all! mwahha!

Hongkong people in class today. Hoo! Evon's hongkong peep 's a very cute and talkative one. I don't see why she sees so much in our 304 guys. -.- (shows that hongkong guys ain't much better)

My butt hurts. I don't know why. :/

I love you Eunice! <3 Teeheeeeheeeeeeee.

8:28 PM;

The last week had been hectic.

And i'm sick of doing my science journal. Sian. These days i come to my blog then ask myself, "So what am i supposed to say? What am i supposed to update? So what happens if i blog? I get famous?" Haha. Obviously not. I just come for the sake for looking at tags. For the heck of it.

Did i complain about my com? Yeah. Screeeew it. -.- Sometimes, i do blog alright. Then the internet goes ZWAH and i lose what i've blogged. Yipee huh? Yeah, note the sarcasm.

I guess i'm not exactly in the I'm-so-happy-please-make-me-smile mood now. Hurrrrrr. I feel like a bundle of dripping sarcasm.

Sometimes i hate reading my own blog because it's so un-gossipy. Ha. Ha. Like, people read blogs to fish for gossip. LOL. (nudges Eunice, who urged me to blog)

Yeah, i remember the time i read a certain ... whatever of mine's entire archives, just to see what she says about someone. Then, when i click the arrow thingie where it displays a whole list of websites, whatever's blog archives sites just flooded the screen.

Come to think of it, it was pretty hilarious.

So i was reading Xiaxue's blog earlier. Lol! (yeah, sue me for being such a lagger for it was dated so long ago) Noted her 7 most disgusting bloggers post and was pretty glad Celeste Chen was one of them. (hehheh) Seriously, no offense but that girl really lacks maturity in her blogging. And spare me from her home videos.

I swear never to view a CelesteChen-taken video again. (although i admit her Fergalicious video was pretty much of .... an eyeopener.) Her posts really bore me and all she talk about is XuBin. (does she have a life or something, besides him?)

Well, that's what i feel. Shall shut up before i get sued or anything. -.-

And Steven Lim's video was Ha-ha! Seriously, that guy could use some vocal lessons and take How-not-to-bore-audience-with-self-taken-videos 101. Does he really think he could capture one's attention by speaking for 7 minutes straight, blabbering about Xiaxue, sputtering words one could barely make out from? He calls her a chicken pie blogger. ha ha. What is that supposed to mean?

That guy should really just grow-up. -.-

And i find it incredible that i cleaned the house yesterday. (except for the first floor) Okay, that was random but i can't help bragging about it. HA! I feel pretty proud of that. (yeah go ahead and laugh.) ha.

Ah well. Zzz Zzz Zzz. I'm feeling zzz again. As always. And why does this always happen when i can blog? 0.0

7:50 PM;

Today was deemed the Humanities day.

6 periods of humanities. Geeee. And well, Tuesday is well, the Science day? 6 periods of Sciences. School School School. An incredibly tedious cycle. Isn't there a week without just one class test?

Anyway, Oral yesterday. Haha! I'm sooooo glad it's over! Although i did like shit, but it's over and there's nothing i can do about it. No oral for hmt students next year either! Woot!~ If you knew how nervous i get for oral. Oh well.

What really made my day was Girlfriend's note. Thanks so much for the encouragement. I was pretty excited when i received the note? 0.0 Haha! I feel like a lesbian. Anyway, I hope i don't disappoint you, Jas! As much as i wish to run up to you, screaming I'VE GOT A BLEEDY A1! WOOHOO!, I know i have to work super hard? So, i'll try(very hard). I don't deny i doubt myself? Chinese is well, not my best subject.

This might make you people laugh, but Girlfriend really inspires me to work very hard for chinese? I don't know why, but yeah. Hahaha! I guess i wanna be like her, screaming A1 when i get my results. I think i'll cry, whatever result i'd get that day.

Okay enough about Chinese. Gah. I swear not to speak Chinese for the entire day. I'm so sick of it. Zzzz.

Oh shit. There's Maths homework, Chinese, and Physics Journal? 0.0

BT test today was chicken. Whee! El stupido here forgot to reject -11 at Question 7. Shit. Hoping for a 34. But, there's always careless mistakes in my scripts. Sheesh. Heh, more than 75%, no need to do homework! HOO! But, regardless, i'll still do la. Dumb.

I'm dreading Xinfony tomorrow. Anyone wants to buy a Stall ticket? I could sell it for $8. I'm being pangsehed after that anyway. Zzz.

School is so typical. Gee. Nothing interesting's happening.

6:31 PM;

I promise multiple posts tomorrow.

Chinese Oral sucked today. Screwed it up, by erm, hesitating alot. Erm, yeah. Byebye, distinction. Never thought i would get one anyway.

I shall go mug for BT test now. Erm, i do mean after drinking some miracle milo, dinner and television dramas.

But, it's over. YAAAAAAYYYYYYYY~ (and i mean Oral, duh)

6:50 PM;

I am so screwed!

All my info is GONE. As in, my computer (very tragic) crashed. Sorta. Then, now when i turn it on the screen is like ZZZ-BLWAAAHHH. Erm, i mean to say Blank. Nothing. No words. No light. NOTHING!

I'm living off my daddy's computer.

That's pretty bad isn't it. This either means: I'm going to have a new(FINALLY!) desktop! OR I'm going to have my own personal laptop! :D

I think i can dream on for the second one. Geeewwhhs.

I realised i like to make funny noises when i'm bored, blanked or feeling stupid. Teeheehee.

I do wonder. What am i gonna do? I mean, with my com down and all that. 0.0

Okay i guess it's not a big deal. With my photos(uk, korea, memories from pri6-sec3...etc), SONGS, personal docs, blogskin codes, blogskin designs, PHOTOSHOP(shit, need to lend from tutor again.), videos, and all that, are gone.

Hur. Damn it. Why didn't i back up my files earlier. Sighs.

There are times when i feel very anti-social. Like today. HA.

Geeeee. Stuck in the middle. Supposedly not. Ugh stop it already. Didn't you make your choice. Hastily. UghGahGeeBoooooorrrrr!!!

I make no sense again.

My tummy's growling. Fooooooooddddddd~

6:50 PM;

I'm dreading the weekends. (as usual)

Ah blah blah blah. I have so many deadlines to meet. About homework, and all that other stuff.

My eyes are gonna pop out soon. I've been staring at the com for about 4 hours. Thanks to that Jap drama Hp lent me. It frigging rocks, although it makes you go, "NOO!! Quick! SAY IT! STUPID!" or just simply cry. Ah well.

I hate tmr. I'm gonna rush all my articles and notes and whatsoever.

Sometimes, i just want my normal school life back. As in, right before the holidays, like, the things they were. They seemed much normal. uh uh.

Scratch the emo part though. Hope that day arrives. Soon.

Tuition ytd was a bore. I didn't bring my amath textbook home. zzzz. And, that reminds me of the binominal.T test on Friday.

Finally bought Ben's pressie. A wayyyy long overdue birthday present huh? Anw, Xinthesis was good. Sorta. Hilarious in a sorta way.

And shit you Hp for losing the neo. How embarrassing.

Oh shit. Seriously my eyes are popping out. Will blog another time. (if there's anything to blog about)

5:18 PM;

Do people feel sad over nothing at all?

I dread the thought of tomorrow. The person whom i want to see isn't there. Yet the one i don't want to see is gonna be there.

Just went over to tutor's house to check out his sketches. One word: WOW.

My neighbour's newborn is so gorgeously cute. Haven't touched a baby in a long time? Everything feels... small. When she grows older, i'm gonna go over to play with her! So fun.

Right. Okay, the start of tmr sucks already.



And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Coz I'm in Love With you

8:43 PM;

What i deemed pathetic and seemly unrealistic fell upon me.

Wonder how people can fall asleep like that. It irritates the hell outta me. I can gladly name this one of the worst days ever.

Where's Huiping? I feel uncomfortable with whatsoever.

Then, there's this sickly feeling in my brain and stomach and throat. I hope i fall sick, get a fever and skip school for the entire week without contact with anyone. At all.

Greeeat. I'm lost for words. Stuck in my throat. Could just vomit.

I'm not putting on any front. I swear. I just, don't want to show the whole damn world what i'm feeling. At all.

I miss you my dear friend. Things aren't the same without you around.

11:32 PM;

Just came back from supper with my ma and pa.

n2d sucked to the core. Ran like 3km. Sheesh. The school security system is so f up. Thinking of it just makes my blood boil. Bloody hell man.

I think i swore in the general office with the principal and teachers around. Thank god they didn't hear me. I have the worst (hypocrite!)cca teacher. Hur. Guess who.

One day, after i graduate i'm going to come back and tell her off man. F-ing bitch. ZZZZZZ.

So pissed.

Huiping's leaving tomorrow morning! ): I'm gonna miss you hell loads.

I'm so random. Gah. I don't feel like sleeping. My dad's hogging the television. Zzz. Boring. My hair hasn't dried. ooooooo

Sian.

12:08 AM;

Heehee!

EngPeiLing! You better un-ban me from your tagboard and obviously your ban isn't working at all! mwahha!

Hongkong people in class today. Hoo! Evon's hongkong peep 's a very cute and talkative one. I don't see why she sees so much in our 304 guys. -.- (shows that hongkong guys ain't much better)

My butt hurts. I don't know why. :/

I love you Eunice! <3 Teeheeeeheeeeeeee.

8:28 PM;

The last week had been hectic.

And i'm sick of doing my science journal. Sian. These days i come to my blog then ask myself, "So what am i supposed to say? What am i supposed to update? So what happens if i blog? I get famous?" Haha. Obviously not. I just come for the sake for looking at tags. For the heck of it.

Did i complain about my com? Yeah. Screeeew it. -.- Sometimes, i do blog alright. Then the internet goes ZWAH and i lose what i've blogged. Yipee huh? Yeah, note the sarcasm.

I guess i'm not exactly in the I'm-so-happy-please-make-me-smile mood now. Hurrrrrr. I feel like a bundle of dripping sarcasm.

Sometimes i hate reading my own blog because it's so un-gossipy. Ha. Ha. Like, people read blogs to fish for gossip. LOL. (nudges Eunice, who urged me to blog)

Yeah, i remember the time i read a certain ... whatever of mine's entire archives, just to see what she says about someone. Then, when i click the arrow thingie where it displays a whole list of websites, whatever's blog archives sites just flooded the screen.

Come to think of it, it was pretty hilarious.

So i was reading Xiaxue's blog earlier. Lol! (yeah, sue me for being such a lagger for it was dated so long ago) Noted her 7 most disgusting bloggers post and was pretty glad Celeste Chen was one of them. (hehheh) Seriously, no offense but that girl really lacks maturity in her blogging. And spare me from her home videos.

I swear never to view a CelesteChen-taken video again. (although i admit her Fergalicious video was pretty much of .... an eyeopener.) Her posts really bore me and all she talk about is XuBin. (does she have a life or something, besides him?)

Well, that's what i feel. Shall shut up before i get sued or anything. -.-

And Steven Lim's video was Ha-ha! Seriously, that guy could use some vocal lessons and take How-not-to-bore-audience-with-self-taken-videos 101. Does he really think he could capture one's attention by speaking for 7 minutes straight, blabbering about Xiaxue, sputtering words one could barely make out from? He calls her a chicken pie blogger. ha ha. What is that supposed to mean?

That guy should really just grow-up. -.-

And i find it incredible that i cleaned the house yesterday. (except for the first floor) Okay, that was random but i can't help bragging about it. HA! I feel pretty proud of that. (yeah go ahead and laugh.) ha.

Ah well. Zzz Zzz Zzz. I'm feeling zzz again. As always. And why does this always happen when i can blog? 0.0

7:50 PM;

Today was deemed the Humanities day.

6 periods of humanities. Geeee. And well, Tuesday is well, the Science day? 6 periods of Sciences. School School School. An incredibly tedious cycle. Isn't there a week without just one class test?

Anyway, Oral yesterday. Haha! I'm sooooo glad it's over! Although i did like shit, but it's over and there's nothing i can do about it. No oral for hmt students next year either! Woot!~ If you knew how nervous i get for oral. Oh well.

What really made my day was Girlfriend's note. Thanks so much for the encouragement. I was pretty excited when i received the note? 0.0 Haha! I feel like a lesbian. Anyway, I hope i don't disappoint you, Jas! As much as i wish to run up to you, screaming I'VE GOT A BLEEDY A1! WOOHOO!, I know i have to work super hard? So, i'll try(very hard). I don't deny i doubt myself? Chinese is well, not my best subject.

This might make you people laugh, but Girlfriend really inspires me to work very hard for chinese? I don't know why, but yeah. Hahaha! I guess i wanna be like her, screaming A1 when i get my results. I think i'll cry, whatever result i'd get that day.

Okay enough about Chinese. Gah. I swear not to speak Chinese for the entire day. I'm so sick of it. Zzzz.

Oh shit. There's Maths homework, Chinese, and Physics Journal? 0.0

BT test today was chicken. Whee! El stupido here forgot to reject -11 at Question 7. Shit. Hoping for a 34. But, there's always careless mistakes in my scripts. Sheesh. Heh, more than 75%, no need to do homework! HOO! But, regardless, i'll still do la. Dumb.

I'm dreading Xinfony tomorrow. Anyone wants to buy a Stall ticket? I could sell it for $8. I'm being pangsehed after that anyway. Zzz.

School is so typical. Gee. Nothing interesting's happening.

6:31 PM;

I promise multiple posts tomorrow.

Chinese Oral sucked today. Screwed it up, by erm, hesitating alot. Erm, yeah. Byebye, distinction. Never thought i would get one anyway.

I shall go mug for BT test now. Erm, i do mean after drinking some miracle milo, dinner and television dramas.

But, it's over. YAAAAAAYYYYYYYY~ (and i mean Oral, duh)

6:50 PM;

I am so screwed!

All my info is GONE. As in, my computer (very tragic) crashed. Sorta. Then, now when i turn it on the screen is like ZZZ-BLWAAAHHH. Erm, i mean to say Blank. Nothing. No words. No light. NOTHING!

I'm living off my daddy's computer.

That's pretty bad isn't it. This either means: I'm going to have a new(FINALLY!) desktop! OR I'm going to have my own personal laptop! :D

I think i can dream on for the second one. Geeewwhhs.

I realised i like to make funny noises when i'm bored, blanked or feeling stupid. Teeheehee.

I do wonder. What am i gonna do? I mean, with my com down and all that. 0.0

Okay i guess it's not a big deal. With my photos(uk, korea, memories from pri6-sec3...etc), SONGS, personal docs, blogskin codes, blogskin designs, PHOTOSHOP(shit, need to lend from tutor again.), videos, and all that, are gone.

Hur. Damn it. Why didn't i back up my files earlier. Sighs.

There are times when i feel very anti-social. Like today. HA.

Geeeee. Stuck in the middle. Supposedly not. Ugh stop it already. Didn't you make your choice. Hastily. UghGahGeeBoooooorrrrr!!!

I make no sense again.

My tummy's growling. Fooooooooddddddd~

6:50 PM;

I'm dreading the weekends. (as usual)

Ah blah blah blah. I have so many deadlines to meet. About homework, and all that other stuff.

My eyes are gonna pop out soon. I've been staring at the com for about 4 hours. Thanks to that Jap drama Hp lent me. It frigging rocks, although it makes you go, "NOO!! Quick! SAY IT! STUPID!" or just simply cry. Ah well.

I hate tmr. I'm gonna rush all my articles and notes and whatsoever.

Sometimes, i just want my normal school life back. As in, right before the holidays, like, the things they were. They seemed much normal. uh uh.

Scratch the emo part though. Hope that day arrives. Soon.

Tuition ytd was a bore. I didn't bring my amath textbook home. zzzz. And, that reminds me of the binominal.T test on Friday.

Finally bought Ben's pressie. A wayyyy long overdue birthday present huh? Anw, Xinthesis was good. Sorta. Hilarious in a sorta way.

And shit you Hp for losing the neo. How embarrassing.

Oh shit. Seriously my eyes are popping out. Will blog another time. (if there's anything to blog about)

5:18 PM;