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Thursday, December 21, 2006

I am sad.
And i am tired.
(although i slept for like 29187975 hours)
And i want to sleep somemore.

I'm in a really queer mood now.
And i start to wonder, why.
Of everything actually.

Like why, you have to brush your teeth early in the morning.

Like why, washing your face refreshes you.

Like why, although you've washed your face and yet you're feeling like shit again.

Like why, mothers barge into your rooms when you're asleep,screaming it's 12 when it's only 11.30.

Like why, they give you hoop earrings for xmas and wants the bag back.

Like why, they treat it as a joke and yeah, you still get the earrings.

Like why, they complain about something you've bought again.

Like why, she tries it on and say it looks like shit and walks out wearing it.

YAWN.

Like why, and how in the hell, do you actually miss someone so much.

And like why,
Do humans stupidly wait for something that isn't gonna happen.
When they think it will.
And when it doesn't, ...

And then, you check your phone all the time.
And then, you don't smile.
And then, you sigh. (or sigh in your mind, whatever)
And then, it never happens.

But of course, it will.
Eventually.
Just wait like a dummy.

Say cheers, huiping.
because it's a toast to of what, you-know-what.

12:51 PM;