Have you ever felt lost about what you want to do in life?

There's all sorts of things i want to try in life. All sorts of different jobs. I have many interests in many areas but, I have no idea what i really want.

I guess i'll stick to my greatest passion. I do regret not listening to my mother when i was younger. About building up a strong foundation of vocabulary.

See. I suck at vocab now. I guess i'll have to salvage the situation, starting now. It's better than not trying at all, right?

I hate it when i give up when i feel that i cannot do it. It's rather disappointing somehow. Yes, i'm thinking about a very hopeless situation. :/

I can't believe that i want to take both Lit and Geog. One for interest. One for usefulness in life. Why did i even switch over, now i wonder. It's sorta late now anyway.

Poly admissions are growing each year. It's nice to know that teens KNOW what they want to do in life already, and they're aiming for it, but sad to know that studying is no longer an interest.

Well, you might stare at my words and go like, "WTF! Studying an interest? You've gone bloody bonkers!"

Yeeah, It's not EXACTLY an interest, because it seems like you're FORCED to study, FORCED to sit for all the tests, people expecting to KNOW more when you know it's totally useless in your life.

I just realised that it's sorta fun filling up your brain with what happened in the past, what's this thing about in your body, what's with calculations that measure this and that.

But it's definitely a chore to memorise it isn't it?

Okay, I don't think i should go on. Perharps I'll read this post tmr and laugh at how i felt today. Especially i'm the type who's bloody lazy to study and spends her time, well, just wasting it.

Blah. So im back to thinking about something else.

Now now, why am i running away from something. Jamie you bloody coward. You're just gonna wait and make your stand and leave the scene and that's all. Just go on waiting... and waiting.

It sucks to wait. I know. Whatever.

But at least, as the minutes tick by, I know it's gonna be minutes nearer to the time to make the truth known.

........

Okay. I'm psycho. I need a doctor. HELP!

Ohwell. Back to .... whatever. :/

8:54 PM;

Have you ever felt lost about what you want to do in life?

There's all sorts of things i want to try in life. All sorts of different jobs. I have many interests in many areas but, I have no idea what i really want.

I guess i'll stick to my greatest passion. I do regret not listening to my mother when i was younger. About building up a strong foundation of vocabulary.

See. I suck at vocab now. I guess i'll have to salvage the situation, starting now. It's better than not trying at all, right?

I hate it when i give up when i feel that i cannot do it. It's rather disappointing somehow. Yes, i'm thinking about a very hopeless situation. :/

I can't believe that i want to take both Lit and Geog. One for interest. One for usefulness in life. Why did i even switch over, now i wonder. It's sorta late now anyway.

Poly admissions are growing each year. It's nice to know that teens KNOW what they want to do in life already, and they're aiming for it, but sad to know that studying is no longer an interest.

Well, you might stare at my words and go like, "WTF! Studying an interest? You've gone bloody bonkers!"

Yeeah, It's not EXACTLY an interest, because it seems like you're FORCED to study, FORCED to sit for all the tests, people expecting to KNOW more when you know it's totally useless in your life.

I just realised that it's sorta fun filling up your brain with what happened in the past, what's this thing about in your body, what's with calculations that measure this and that.

But it's definitely a chore to memorise it isn't it?

Okay, I don't think i should go on. Perharps I'll read this post tmr and laugh at how i felt today. Especially i'm the type who's bloody lazy to study and spends her time, well, just wasting it.

Blah. So im back to thinking about something else.

Now now, why am i running away from something. Jamie you bloody coward. You're just gonna wait and make your stand and leave the scene and that's all. Just go on waiting... and waiting.

It sucks to wait. I know. Whatever.

But at least, as the minutes tick by, I know it's gonna be minutes nearer to the time to make the truth known.

........

Okay. I'm psycho. I need a doctor. HELP!

Ohwell. Back to .... whatever. :/

8:54 PM;