The homework pile today is enormous. So i went like, "Wtf!" Yeahhhh. I don't even know how to do Physics. Not a single question. Haven't been listening during lessons. Gee. SS not done yet.
And, THERE'S ORAL PRESENTATION TMR.
Did i mention that i dread dread dread public-speaking? I'll get reaaaaaally nervous. Then i stumble over my words and break out into a cold sweat or sth.
Maybe, just maybe, I might jst pee in my pants tmr.
Oh god. I just had a sumptuous dinner and I have to temptation to lie on the bed and go to sleep. But, oh wow, there's tuition.
And i need to buy quite a number of stuff too. Gees-Golly-wow!
*stares* Sometimes i read my previous posts and wonder if i'm really retarded.
Anyway! I do not look forward to the March Holidays. At all. Full Stop.
I'm stuck in a funny situation when there's so many boring tedious things to do but yet I'm just sitting there wondering what to do about my life.
And it's so unfair that there's cca tmr. I mean, seriously. WHAT THE HELL! LIKE NOBODY HAS CCA ON FRIDAY! Okay except US and the GB ppl as heard from Celina.
FRIDAY! The night of the start of the March Hols and I'm stuck in school! Or afternoon. Whatever.
And it's such an ironic statement because i just talked bout not looking forward to the holidays. Just eliminate the piles of homework given and I'll be screaming and shouting and counting down.
Oh, adding the projects too. Chinese News reporting. Like WTH! Who even does that? And the whole world knows that i cant carry out a single proper chinese sentence feeling comfortable.
I. Cannot. Speak. Chinese.Why why why do i not speak the language well! Why didn't anyone speak to me in chinese in secondary school! WHYYYYY!!!! WHY SPEAK TO ME IN ENGLISH? Okay, this is retarded.
Chinese. And i'm taking os this year. I tell you, it's gonna be a real miracle if i get an A for my chinese. I swear i swear i swear i'm gonna be floating all day.
But of course, i have to work hard. And the problem is, I'm still not working hard! Why doesn't anyone motivate me to work hard! HUH HHUHU HUHUHUHUHUHH!
Okay this is getting ridiculous. Byebye people.
you know that feeling when you're
about to get on a rollercoaster?
yeah, you make me feel like that.